prevention

have u ever had a bad experience and in the future it prevents you from undergo the same process again, it is like looking at a mirror where the bad reflection scares the hell out of you.
it hard being in this situation, because you really want to do something but there is a two sided wall, it is ego on one side and fear on the other side.
so as an act of prevention like or not you have to turn your back and walk away instead of climb the wall.
it is not about do not want to take any risk but past and hurtful experience(s) taught you to not take the risk if you dont want to undergo the same hurtful experience again.

the first or the second time you might think that things are going to be better in the future but if every single time it ends up with the  same result, you will stop believing and stop giving chances to yourself and others.

i got a new wife haha

assalamualaikum, it has been a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i updated my last post
i've been busy with assignments and stuffs, degree life just damn hectic hahaha,
by the way, today i would talk about my new bike that i just bought,
it is a yamaha fz150i 2010, i bought it using my ptptn and a little support from my parents,
i bought it because i need a bike in both penang and negeri sembilan, so i will use this new bike in negeri sembilan and my modenas kriss will be posted to penang soon.

here are some personal comments about my bike, it might differ for different bikes.
the looks, hmm since the old owner already modified it so i would give it 7 out 10 because there are few not so firm brackets.

abaikan lagak acah2 rossi tu ahahah

next the top speed, you cannot expect much from this model because it was build for fuel saving, i only got 130kmj in a 1km track, never tested it on highway yet.

about the handling i would give it also 7 out of 10, because it wobbles when taking sharp curves, i dont know whether i am not skilled enough or the bike has some problems with its suspension or other systems.

the best part of riding this bike is its fuel efficiency, i dont how to put it into words but it is really fuel efficient,

i think that is for this entry
assalamualiakum

just a midnight expression

they say that over thinking can restrict you from doing things that you want to do

but logically you have to think of all the possible consequences

if you want to do something and keep on being optimist and hope to high

things would not always go as planned 

and then you will know the true meaning of emotion breakdown 

i can say that i kind of those who will think before act

which is a good think, but at some it restricts me.

because at one point i'm afraid that i will end up in the same shit hole

the only difference is the location of the shit hole