prevention

have u ever had a bad experience and in the future it prevents you from undergo the same process again, it is like looking at a mirror where the bad reflection scares the hell out of you.
it hard being in this situation, because you really want to do something but there is a two sided wall, it is ego on one side and fear on the other side.
so as an act of prevention like or not you have to turn your back and walk away instead of climb the wall.
it is not about do not want to take any risk but past and hurtful experience(s) taught you to not take the risk if you dont want to undergo the same hurtful experience again.

the first or the second time you might think that things are going to be better in the future but if every single time it ends up with the  same result, you will stop believing and stop giving chances to yourself and others.

i got a new wife haha

assalamualaikum, it has been a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i updated my last post
i've been busy with assignments and stuffs, degree life just damn hectic hahaha,
by the way, today i would talk about my new bike that i just bought,
it is a yamaha fz150i 2010, i bought it using my ptptn and a little support from my parents,
i bought it because i need a bike in both penang and negeri sembilan, so i will use this new bike in negeri sembilan and my modenas kriss will be posted to penang soon.

here are some personal comments about my bike, it might differ for different bikes.
the looks, hmm since the old owner already modified it so i would give it 7 out 10 because there are few not so firm brackets.

abaikan lagak acah2 rossi tu ahahah

next the top speed, you cannot expect much from this model because it was build for fuel saving, i only got 130kmj in a 1km track, never tested it on highway yet.

about the handling i would give it also 7 out of 10, because it wobbles when taking sharp curves, i dont know whether i am not skilled enough or the bike has some problems with its suspension or other systems.

the best part of riding this bike is its fuel efficiency, i dont how to put it into words but it is really fuel efficient,

i think that is for this entry
assalamualiakum

just a midnight expression

they say that over thinking can restrict you from doing things that you want to do

but logically you have to think of all the possible consequences

if you want to do something and keep on being optimist and hope to high

things would not always go as planned 

and then you will know the true meaning of emotion breakdown 

i can say that i kind of those who will think before act

which is a good think, but at some it restricts me.

because at one point i'm afraid that i will end up in the same shit hole

the only difference is the location of the shit hole 

its 2014, i am 20 years old but still hmmm yeahh

Assalamualaikum guys

 well its 2014 and i would like to wish happy new year to all of you

in the social medias people always post things such as 'what 2013 taught me' 'what i learnt from 2013'

but to me its just a day passing from 31th December to 1st January 

because every year i experienced almost the same thing

some sweet memories and some shits ahaha 

because that is life right?

Actually i'm having my finals now

that suppose to end on the 16th of December 

and you know what?

i am fucking homesick

hahahha i know it makes me sound like a sissy 

but that is the truth man

i really miss my friends back in negeri sembilan

plus now they are having they midsem break for TWO DAMN WEEKS man

they are enjoying themselves there

and i'm here stuck with book and stuffs +.+

and talk about being 20 

i'm still think that i'm still a immature guy that make stupid unhumourous jokes hahahah because age is just a number right?

and i still dont achieve something that i can be proud of after living for two decades in this world

DEGREE AND REJECTIONS

Assalamualaikum and happy ramadhan
today i would like to story mory about my UPU result
well UPU had just annouced its result this afternoon
and like any other  foundation, matriculation and stpm leavers
i was very exited about which university that i will go to continue my studies
at 12.34pm i finally can get through the official website because it yeah u know when there are about thousands of people try to access the site for sure it will hang.
But unfortunately i didn't get the course that i want
to be honest i'm hoping to continue my studies in TESL or counseling
but there is nothing that i can do,maybe UM,UITM and UPSI rejected me or maybe luck is not on my side
i  have to accept the fact that i'm destined to study in USM,
oh by the way USM offer me a degree in communication ahahha
and the best part is i dont know a shit about this communication thingy hahha

so USM just wait for Abam Paih arrival hahahhaha

last interview

assalamualaikum to my readers ( if there are any hahahha)
 i just attended my last interview at UPSI tanjun malim perak hahahha ( bajet x den nak speaking)
interview yang den pegi ni untuk kos tesl la seperti biasa
perjalanan bermula jam 7 pagi dan dengan kelajuan 100kmj menaiki kereta saga 1.3L abang den,
den sampai di upsi pada jam 11 pagi, dan interview den bermula jam 2 petang ahhah
semangat kan den sampai awal
tapi xpe den tunggu la jugak sampai kul 2 petang
dalam pukul 1.30 camtu den pon dengan penuh bertenaga tukar baju kemeja dan blazer hahahha
tapi x lama den pakai blazer sbb paneh bona hhahha kang bukan ketiak jo basah satu badan den mandi peluh kang
duduk punya duduk akhirnya sampai la turn den nak di temuduga
dengan penuh konfiden den duduk
macam biasa la perkenalkan diri
den pon perkenalkan, sebaik jo den cakap den minat moto bosa
terus die tanya siapakah pelumba kegemaran anda
hahhahahha kompom la den jawab Danny Pedrosa
pastu die tanya den the 8 part of speech hahahah
part ni den fail
memang den x ingat la kan benda grammar ni,
tapi xpe dengan penuh konfiden den jawab walaupun den tau x berapa betul
nak dijadikan cerita rupanya salah sorang penemuduga tu orang kampung den ahhahha
habis sumo namo ayah mak den ditanyo ea hahhaha

as a conclusion i can say that the interview went well ehheheheeh

cuti panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang

assalamualaikum dan salam satu malaysia
dengan ini saya Muhamad Faiz bin Kamarudin telah menamatkan pengajian asasi tesl di uitm melaka
woots woots ahhahaha
den sekarang ni da jadi bekas pelajar uitm melaka
semua da jadi kenangan sekarang eeceeehh hahahha
but one thing for sure i won't be missing the place but i will miss the people
dan pada 9 mei 2013 telah keluarlah keputusan final exam den ari tu
xdo la gempak sangat sampai nak dapat Dean's List tapi boleh la cukup2 makan
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ramai gak yang tanyo paih ko(kau) x kojo(kerja) ko(ke)
yang dalam bracket tu bahasa baku ea mana la tau ade yg x paham accent noghori ni kan hahah
den bukan ea maleh nak kojo tapi bak kato orang tu bz skit
sbb nak abiskan lesen ngan interview sume bagai
cakap pasal interview recently den ade pegi interview untuk ijazah sarjana muda komunikasi di wisma sejarah kat KL kowt den raso
interview ni untuk USM dan kebetulan pulak salah sorang member den iaitu jasfaizi jasni pon interview samo hahahha
bak kato orang putih what a coincidence hahhah
fuuuhhhhh maso den nmpk dio kat situ dio punyo pakaian full suit poik ahhahha
macam orang koperat da 

yang kanan tu den yg kiri tu la member den
yo den ngaku dio ensem skit dari den tapi
den ensem banyak hahahhahahah

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the next day den ado lagi satu interview iaitu interview Medsi
sebona ea den pon xtau apo maksud medsi tu
tapi yg den tau medsi ni  nak tentukan sama ada calon ea sesuai jadi cikgu ke x
ahahhahha
den dengan penuh semangat dan bertenaga menghadiri interview tu yang tempak ea kat upsi tanjung malim
hahhaha nampak x dari negeri sembilan pegi KL pastu terus ke tanjung malim
tapi demi menggapai cita2 menjadi guru ku teruskan jua hahha ( maaf kalau keterlaluan hahaha)

ado la kot gayi cikgu paih
hahahha 

sebolah ni gambar den masa sebelum interview ahahhaha
ensem kan hahha tapi abis jo interview tu terus den cabut an baju tu
sobab den memang x suko bona nak pakai baju kemeja ni

haaa sebolum den lupo den ado dapek satu laei interview 21 haribulan ni
interview untuk ijazah sarjana muda kaunseling kat UM
wish me luck guys assalamualaikum 

future???

Assalamualaikum to fellow readers ( if there are readers?? ahha) ok da cukup speaking2 english ni, nnt orang cop den bajet lak.
x lamo laei berakhir lak status den sebagai seorang pelajar asasi TESL dan pelajam UITM lendu.
banyak bnde da den lalui kat sini.
sodih, suko, goli2 sumo ea ado la.
next week da nak final exam dan sebona ea den takut nak exam ni.
den asyik ulang cakap " i am afraid of my future"
yola den bukan ea pandai sangat.,
lagipown ado gak benda2 lain yg den risau an, antaro ea culture shock.
memang lak bak kata kawan den, den macam da nmpk macam2 tapi masih samo.
tapi kite xleh nak agak maso dopan kan....so ntah la takut den bilo pikir an maso dopan ni.
tapi xpo la pray for the best la, kalau ado rezeki ado la
bak kato albert einstein , life is like riding a bicycle, if you want to maintain your balance you need to go on.
raso ea da boleh den undur diri ni
nak tidur jap malam kang nak study skit2

assalamualaikum .

assalamualaikum

assalamualaikum guys it has been a long time since i posted anything here,
yeah one of the reasons is i 've been busy. Since the last post until today a lot had happened, one of them is i had received my muet result and thank god i got band 4. Even i cant believe that I can achieved that because my target was band 3 plus i wont be taking tesl for degree that is for sure.

why not tesl?
actually not because i dont like english but my grammar kind of sucks.
hahahha grammar is like chemistry during secondary school, it has a lot of laws for you to follow to makes sure you sentence is perfect. sorry miss siti ( my grammar lecturer)
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Besides muet result other things had happened too. You know that UITM lendu had been on newspapers with the big title " UITM Lendu is haunted "hahahha i laughed when i read this on the newspaper. i laughed not because the content of that news but because the cover up UITM tried to make. they said that all this were rumors hahaaha rumors my ass. All those possessing things happened in front of my naked eyes and yet they thought all of it were rumors. Another thing that tickles me is during that incident, at that very moment everyone can see ghost. its not that i dont believe in them but.......... some of them are questionable. and here is another fact that supports my statement, when the hantu issue cool off nobody has even seen ghost anywhere. attention seekers maybe hahhaha

k got to go now because i have lots of assignment to accomplished.

(maap la kalau BI terabur, saje nak mencubo update blog dalam BI)

is it me just being unfortunate or what

Assalamualaikum,
gempak x tajuk ea tulisan omputih
tapi den xkan tulis dlm omputih sangat sbb bahasa n9 terukir dihati bro hahha
ok2 cut the crap
den nak cito sal relationship2
kengkadang tu berbulu gak raso ea sbb klau g mano2 jo kadang2 pandang kiri kanan nmpk la pasangan merpati 2 sejoli
den nak gak meraso kan, asyik berjalan mo jantan jo hahah
bukan den nak cakap member2 den teruk ko apo
they are the coolest human being i've known
tapi sometimes kite nak something different jugak ahahahah
urmm den xtau la apo masalah den ngan gadis2 ni
den nengok kawan2 den sonang jo lokek ea
tapi den hmmmm haram
ntah maybe i dont know how to treat a girl sbb den ni bukan jenis yg beria sangat
meaning nak bersyg2 24/7 mang x la ngan den kan
bak kata member den it will come naturally
nak tunggu dio come tu yg susah tu
xpo la mungkin Allah is saving the best for me
hahhahha
i think that is all for today

op op op oppa gangnam style

jiwang jiwangan

assalamualaikum

kali ni den nak berjiwang skit ha
susah nak nmpk abang paih berjiwang
maklum la den ni kurang expressive skit
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cito ea camni, den ado la minat sorang wanita ni
hahhahah the reason why den panggil dio wanita sbb den respek dio
tapi malang ea lopeh sambung belajar ni hati ea berubah
bagi den x fair la kan, sbb den kno ignore pompuan2 yg cantik molek di uitm lendu ni sbb nak jadi faithful la kono ea
tapi malang ea bondo tu x mutual
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hahhahah
apokan dayo
Albert Einstein pown ponah cakap ... dont be too organize with your future, because thing changes in this world
hahhahaha
tu jo la yg den nak bebel an

cito tongah malam

Ni da pukul 3 pagi da ni ha, tapi den x tido2 laei, lupo lak nak cakap den da beberapo bulan belajar kek UITM melako ni ha, dalam jurusan TESL. mulo2 masuk sini usah banggo ea, mklum la budak TESL.

time tu english den la paling power... 

huuuhh hampeh sekali jo da masuk kelas den raso english den yang paling down

sekali classmate den bukak mulut berabuk english ea

macam cakap2 beso dibuek ea..

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da lamo duk sini ado la jugak kengkawan den, 

8 orang sumo ea

sumpah de cakap kawan2 den ni jauh bezo ngan kawan2 den kek n9 tu

and one thing yg buek group kitorang yang digolarkan 9ners ni

setiap orang sumo lain 

tapi still leh lepak

bagi den tu rare

yang pertamo namo ea Farid, first2 den x ghoma na ngan dio sobab dio cam lombut2 skit

lamo2 den knl ok la, tapi hati ea sensitip bona cam pompuan
hahhahhaha. dio ni jugak yg akan plan everything for this group(nmpk den godik nak cakap bi)
klau keluar dio la tour guide, dio la penunjuk jln and everything

yang koduo namo ea jas, mulo2 den nmpk dio cam mamak mano ntah sosek masuk uitm

haaa tapi sekali masuk kelas, dio speaking english perghh berabuk bhai hahah
satu g sal mamat ni sore ea sodap cam bruno mars
nyanyi2 ni mang kojo dio la. Grammar ea handa power ea, dio dapek A kowt test ari tu
tapi apakan daya den hanya mampu dapat C
huk huk

yang ketigo namo ea adee, dio ni budak sabah
boleh koba sexy la jugak budak ea................(mato den ni jahat gak kengkadang)
sexy dio tu xdo la melalui pakaian sangat, den tgk dio pakai baju beso2 jo
tapi style dio tu
huk huk

next is Zie, den xtau nak koba apo

dio ni gilo2, bukan sikit tabi banyak

satu insiden yng den x dapek lupokan bilo rambut ea tersokat kek kipas mini tu
hahahhahhahhahahhahah

seterus ea Yani
dio ngan jas tu kiro kapel2 la
satu sifat dio yg den suko, dio ni manjo  and comel la jugak
tapi satu slek ea kitorang kono jago dio
maklum la dio ni cam baby

Nue atau nurul lak budak first yg tegur den kek sini
dio gak pompuan first yg den knl donga  avenged sevenfold
bagi den tu pown rare

cik siti, first glimpse nmpk dio cam pemain ragbi pown ado gak den tgk
tapi lamo2 bergaul ngan budak ni baru la tau dio ni bdn jo bosa

perangai cam budak2 yo

atin macam mak kitorang
set kan limit bilo kitorang nak buek papo yg x senereh skit
kiro elok la  kan at least ado orang ingatkan kito tontang everything

tu jo la den nak cito sal kengkawan den kek sini
mato pown da borek da ni
sok gi ado kelas
hahhahhah
assalamualaikum

KENA TINDIH SEMASA TIDUR????

assalamualaikum
ok hari ni den nak cerita pasal sleep paralysis
haaa,mungkin ramai dari korang yg kurang sedar tentang benda ni kan
tapi kalau den sebut kena kena tindih semasa tidur mesti korang pernah alami kan
honestly den baru alaminya pagi tadi dan benda ni selalu jadi kat den
boleh kata setiap kali kalau den bangun tidur pastu sambung tidur balik pasti benda ni jadi

benda ni ade penjelasan saintifik sebenar ea,
semasa kita tidur otak kite melumpuhkan otot badan kite semasa kita tidur
otak kite berbuat macam tu sebab nak elakkan badan kite tercedera semasa kita bermimpi
sleep paralysis berlaku apabila minda kite da sedar dari tidur tapi otak kite masih lagi melumpuhkan otot kite
sebab tu kite rasa x boleh bergerak,x boleh bercakap dan susah untuk bernafas,selain itu sleep paralysis juga membuatkan kita berhalusinasi tentang benda yang kite takut,selalunya ketakutan individu,contohnya kalau kite takut hantu akan nmpk la kelibat hantu,kalau kita takut harimau akan nampaklah kelibat harimau dan sebagainya

PUNCA
antara punca SP ni adalah tidur secara melentang,benda ni bukan sahaja dibuktikan oleh saintifik yang tidur melentang boleh menyebabkan kita sukar bernafas ketika tidur tapi sunnah nabi jugak menggalakkan kite tidur menghadap ke kanan
selain itu jadual tidur yang tidak tetap,peningkatan tahap stress dan perubahan persekitaran yang mendadak juga menyumbang berlakunya sleep paralysis ni

CARA mencegah
ade teori yang memberikan langkah untuk keluar dari sleep paralysis dan menghalangnya dari berulang
first sekali kalau da kena tu gerakkan otot muka sebab otot ni lebih mudah digerakkan berbanding otot2 lain
ini memudahkan kite untuk tersedar
selain itu sebelum tidur kite boleh ambil 0.5mg clonazepam (kalau den x silap la ejaan ea hahah) sebelum tidur
tapi bagi umat islam sebaik2nya kita membaca ayat kursi jikalau terkena serangan sleep paralysis ni

tu je la general knowledge yang den nak share hari ni
hahahhahha

p/s so jangan takut  ea kalau kena sleep paralysis ni :)

albert einstein sape x kenal kan
sejak 2 menjak ni den minat lak ngan quotes atau nama melayu ea kata2 hikmah mamat ni
bg den quotes ea kadang2 bg inspirasi dan ade jugak logik ea
sekarang den masih lagi dalam proses menghafal dan memahami quotes ea tu
wish me luck

..the real knowledge is experience..
hahahha

gadis sabahan

assalamualaikum
nak cite sal awek2 cun dari sabah ni kan
xtau la mata den sorang je ke atau awek sabah memang lawa2 orang ea
sebagai contoh wawa zainal ngan pike eugene(alaaa yg nyanyi2 kek u-tube tu)
bapak comel ea diorang,klau la den dapek awek cam diorang,mang x carik lain do
hahhahhaha
btw manager den yg orang sabah dlu tu pown boleh tahan yo
hahhahha
tu jo la den nak cito
hahhahha

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera
da bersawang agak ea blog ni lamo x berupdate,bukan masa jadi penghalang
tp setan M banyak dlm diri,so level kemalasan ea tu over 9000
hahahaha
tapi memandangkan seorang kawan den insist untuk den buek post baru,so buek jo la
kengkawan punyo pasal yo x
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recently den da dapat offer sambung belajar kat uitm
den sambung kos yg den interview aritu....alaaahh yang tesl tu
ahhahahhaa,terbelit2 lidah mak den nak menyebut ea ahhaahhah
perasaan happy tu memang xleh nak cakap la sbb dapat offer kan,kompom la hepi ye x?
satu lagu good news pembelajaran den tu di support kerajaan hahhaha so xde la bebankan mak bapak den sangat kan ahhahaha
actually den pown pelik camne pemeriksa tu dapat paham tulisan den masa ujian bertulis tu
maklum la awak menulis dlm keadaan yg blank hahhahahha
pape pown kata orang kalau da rezeki da x kemana
tapi yg sedih ea nak tinggalkan parents maklum la diorang bukan sihat sangat pown
tp nak buek camno,xkan sampai tuo nak duduk kampung ni je kan
hahahha,
satu g den sedih sebab den tercampak kek melaka dan si DIA tercampak ke selatan
hahahahha
tu je la raso ea apo den nak tulih pitam da ha
assalamualaikum




p/s den xpernah duk asrama selama ni,risau gak ni
hahahhahhaha

its been a long time

 assalamualaikum
its been a long time since i haven't update this blog
sorry to the reader(if there is one ahhahaha)
because i've been busy with my career as a cooker at kfc,but as i had resign i have plenty of free time to update this blog
first of all i want to tell you about an interview that i had attend some time ago
in order for me to enroll in an university i need to attend this interview
i know you all  must feel weird why i update this post in english
this is because i attend an tesl interview it is teaching english in second language
the time i attend that interview there was many butterfly in my belly
hahahhahha
alhamdullilah i survive the interview(survive yo x ahhahah)
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since i resign i have plenty of free time
so to fill those free time i most likely to do my hobby
that is drawing
ahhahahhahha
so i want to share what i've been drawing all these while
hahahhahhaha(sorry bi terabur ahhahaha)

interview

ouwwwh
dont touch my tralala,ahhahahha
semalam den dapat panggilan yg ditunggu2 iaitu panggilan dari KFC bahau suruh datang interview  esok harinya
so hari ni den bergegas balik dari tamping ke rumahku
interview start kul 11,dengan penuh sabar da dedikasi den tggu manager ea panggil
akhirnya den dapat dan akan masuk keje bulan depan
antara syarat2 ea kne ade akun maybank ngan KWSP tu den x kisah
tp satu g syarat memang den fobia,die nak suntikan tipod ke ape ntah name ea
aduh den da la elergik injection2 ni
aduyai

blog transform

bile blog da baru ni semangat la plak nak menulis ni
cte bermula apabila den mintak tolong member den editkan blog den ni
sbb den tgk blog den cam hambar je,ble da kne edit ni nmpk la joyfull skit
mulo2 susah gak nak pujuk member den tu
tp pompuan bese la, den ayat skit cair deh,dan bersetuju untuk mengedit blog den ni
ahhahahaha
papepown kat kawan den tu wa tabik sama lu sis

3/12/2012

sejak 2 menjak ni bangun pagi je badan den sakit2

ntah bak kate cikgu bio den muscle shock kowt

sbb lme x lakukan aktiviti fizikal sekali buat memang terkejut la otot tu an

paling sakit abdomen la sbb da lme x sit up
sekali sit up sampai 100 kali hambik ko x kurang2 sakit ea

den buek sumo ni  bukan po nak kurangkan berat badan maklum la sejak mula demam spm ni keje den makan je,nak study je makan memang bertingkat2 la berat den naik

sekarang 84 kg den nak pastikan den mencapai 75 kg
so i need to remove 9 kg from my body
wish me luck

ahhahahaha