prevention

have u ever had a bad experience and in the future it prevents you from undergo the same process again, it is like looking at a mirror where the bad reflection scares the hell out of you.
it hard being in this situation, because you really want to do something but there is a two sided wall, it is ego on one side and fear on the other side.
so as an act of prevention like or not you have to turn your back and walk away instead of climb the wall.
it is not about do not want to take any risk but past and hurtful experience(s) taught you to not take the risk if you dont want to undergo the same hurtful experience again.

the first or the second time you might think that things are going to be better in the future but if every single time it ends up with the  same result, you will stop believing and stop giving chances to yourself and others.

i got a new wife haha

assalamualaikum, it has been a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i updated my last post
i've been busy with assignments and stuffs, degree life just damn hectic hahaha,
by the way, today i would talk about my new bike that i just bought,
it is a yamaha fz150i 2010, i bought it using my ptptn and a little support from my parents,
i bought it because i need a bike in both penang and negeri sembilan, so i will use this new bike in negeri sembilan and my modenas kriss will be posted to penang soon.

here are some personal comments about my bike, it might differ for different bikes.
the looks, hmm since the old owner already modified it so i would give it 7 out 10 because there are few not so firm brackets.

abaikan lagak acah2 rossi tu ahahah

next the top speed, you cannot expect much from this model because it was build for fuel saving, i only got 130kmj in a 1km track, never tested it on highway yet.

about the handling i would give it also 7 out of 10, because it wobbles when taking sharp curves, i dont know whether i am not skilled enough or the bike has some problems with its suspension or other systems.

the best part of riding this bike is its fuel efficiency, i dont how to put it into words but it is really fuel efficient,

i think that is for this entry
assalamualiakum

just a midnight expression

they say that over thinking can restrict you from doing things that you want to do

but logically you have to think of all the possible consequences

if you want to do something and keep on being optimist and hope to high

things would not always go as planned 

and then you will know the true meaning of emotion breakdown 

i can say that i kind of those who will think before act

which is a good think, but at some it restricts me.

because at one point i'm afraid that i will end up in the same shit hole

the only difference is the location of the shit hole 

its 2014, i am 20 years old but still hmmm yeahh

Assalamualaikum guys

 well its 2014 and i would like to wish happy new year to all of you

in the social medias people always post things such as 'what 2013 taught me' 'what i learnt from 2013'

but to me its just a day passing from 31th December to 1st January 

because every year i experienced almost the same thing

some sweet memories and some shits ahaha 

because that is life right?

Actually i'm having my finals now

that suppose to end on the 16th of December 

and you know what?

i am fucking homesick

hahahha i know it makes me sound like a sissy 

but that is the truth man

i really miss my friends back in negeri sembilan

plus now they are having they midsem break for TWO DAMN WEEKS man

they are enjoying themselves there

and i'm here stuck with book and stuffs +.+

and talk about being 20 

i'm still think that i'm still a immature guy that make stupid unhumourous jokes hahahah because age is just a number right?

and i still dont achieve something that i can be proud of after living for two decades in this world

DEGREE AND REJECTIONS

Assalamualaikum and happy ramadhan
today i would like to story mory about my UPU result
well UPU had just annouced its result this afternoon
and like any other  foundation, matriculation and stpm leavers
i was very exited about which university that i will go to continue my studies
at 12.34pm i finally can get through the official website because it yeah u know when there are about thousands of people try to access the site for sure it will hang.
But unfortunately i didn't get the course that i want
to be honest i'm hoping to continue my studies in TESL or counseling
but there is nothing that i can do,maybe UM,UITM and UPSI rejected me or maybe luck is not on my side
i  have to accept the fact that i'm destined to study in USM,
oh by the way USM offer me a degree in communication ahahha
and the best part is i dont know a shit about this communication thingy hahha

so USM just wait for Abam Paih arrival hahahhaha

last interview

assalamualaikum to my readers ( if there are any hahahha)
 i just attended my last interview at UPSI tanjun malim perak hahahha ( bajet x den nak speaking)
interview yang den pegi ni untuk kos tesl la seperti biasa
perjalanan bermula jam 7 pagi dan dengan kelajuan 100kmj menaiki kereta saga 1.3L abang den,
den sampai di upsi pada jam 11 pagi, dan interview den bermula jam 2 petang ahhah
semangat kan den sampai awal
tapi xpe den tunggu la jugak sampai kul 2 petang
dalam pukul 1.30 camtu den pon dengan penuh bertenaga tukar baju kemeja dan blazer hahahha
tapi x lama den pakai blazer sbb paneh bona hhahha kang bukan ketiak jo basah satu badan den mandi peluh kang
duduk punya duduk akhirnya sampai la turn den nak di temuduga
dengan penuh konfiden den duduk
macam biasa la perkenalkan diri
den pon perkenalkan, sebaik jo den cakap den minat moto bosa
terus die tanya siapakah pelumba kegemaran anda
hahhahahha kompom la den jawab Danny Pedrosa
pastu die tanya den the 8 part of speech hahahah
part ni den fail
memang den x ingat la kan benda grammar ni,
tapi xpe dengan penuh konfiden den jawab walaupun den tau x berapa betul
nak dijadikan cerita rupanya salah sorang penemuduga tu orang kampung den ahhahha
habis sumo namo ayah mak den ditanyo ea hahhaha

as a conclusion i can say that the interview went well ehheheheeh

cuti panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang

assalamualaikum dan salam satu malaysia
dengan ini saya Muhamad Faiz bin Kamarudin telah menamatkan pengajian asasi tesl di uitm melaka
woots woots ahhahaha
den sekarang ni da jadi bekas pelajar uitm melaka
semua da jadi kenangan sekarang eeceeehh hahahha
but one thing for sure i won't be missing the place but i will miss the people
dan pada 9 mei 2013 telah keluarlah keputusan final exam den ari tu
xdo la gempak sangat sampai nak dapat Dean's List tapi boleh la cukup2 makan
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ramai gak yang tanyo paih ko(kau) x kojo(kerja) ko(ke)
yang dalam bracket tu bahasa baku ea mana la tau ade yg x paham accent noghori ni kan hahah
den bukan ea maleh nak kojo tapi bak kato orang tu bz skit
sbb nak abiskan lesen ngan interview sume bagai
cakap pasal interview recently den ade pegi interview untuk ijazah sarjana muda komunikasi di wisma sejarah kat KL kowt den raso
interview ni untuk USM dan kebetulan pulak salah sorang member den iaitu jasfaizi jasni pon interview samo hahahha
bak kato orang putih what a coincidence hahhah
fuuuhhhhh maso den nmpk dio kat situ dio punyo pakaian full suit poik ahhahha
macam orang koperat da 

yang kanan tu den yg kiri tu la member den
yo den ngaku dio ensem skit dari den tapi
den ensem banyak hahahhahahah

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the next day den ado lagi satu interview iaitu interview Medsi
sebona ea den pon xtau apo maksud medsi tu
tapi yg den tau medsi ni  nak tentukan sama ada calon ea sesuai jadi cikgu ke x
ahahhahha
den dengan penuh semangat dan bertenaga menghadiri interview tu yang tempak ea kat upsi tanjung malim
hahhaha nampak x dari negeri sembilan pegi KL pastu terus ke tanjung malim
tapi demi menggapai cita2 menjadi guru ku teruskan jua hahha ( maaf kalau keterlaluan hahaha)

ado la kot gayi cikgu paih
hahahha 

sebolah ni gambar den masa sebelum interview ahahhaha
ensem kan hahha tapi abis jo interview tu terus den cabut an baju tu
sobab den memang x suko bona nak pakai baju kemeja ni

haaa sebolum den lupo den ado dapek satu laei interview 21 haribulan ni
interview untuk ijazah sarjana muda kaunseling kat UM
wish me luck guys assalamualaikum